when ignorance takes over ppls lives.

Ive never been one to be a part of the big girl movement like Monique but ive also never been one to down talk them neither. It wasnt until yesterday i felt the need to talk upon this; someone ive known to be a pretty well associate to me told me if they payed for me a membership to the gym would i use it because i need to lose weight. As rude as this was and as quick as i usually am to come back with with a great line; i was appauled. All my life i ve never thought i was big; of course i was bigger than my other friends but i always felt like i was just the thick one of the group. I dont care to be the size 1 or 3 like the super models, i could care less about being the "perfect size" because what the hell is a perfect size anyway. I cant even recall a time i could fit into a size small shirt. But im still one of the most fashionable ppl i know. I dont shop at lane bryant i shop at forever 21 just like the rest of you skinny bitches but because i have big hips, huge thighs, and a tush IM FAT? I have now come to the conclusion that people are just ignorant and they dont know any better so screw them. Im in love with my weight ive never complained about it; not once , i dont run down the street and collapse, i dont have high blood pressure or anything of that sort, im pretty darn healthy. So screw the media and their statistics, screw that associate of mine too real friends dont say shit like that! Im fine the way i am SO KISS MY ASS:) you wont catch me bent over any toilets and i dont encourage anyone else to either! You have to have confidence in yourself;if you dont no one will; because in this culture no one is rooting for you!

whats all the rave about these things for?

"bitch you should do it for the love like ray j"

sometimes i feel women do way too much for men. like geesh bitches be fallin in love way before a guy can even decide if he wants to let his other chicks go for just this one girl. women put way to much into relationships, a girls first thought when she wakes up is a guy, while the guys last thought is her. fighting over boys, putting him as your wallpaper, calling yourself mrs.____ is really childish and i dont even think guys find stuff like that attractive. girls always be like "man i called him and he aint even call me back what do i do", for one bitch you doing to much. there has to be a point when girls realizes to get herself straight before she tries to take on someone elses baggage. theres is no such thing as 60/40 or 70/30 if you not getting 50/50 then maybe thats not the relationship for you who wants to be in a relatonship where your constantly getting hurt because your not getting treated right. women need to realize that its not what you want; but what you deserve!

pick a lane pick a lane is all i ever heard but I'm just trynna swerve without hittin the curb:)

people always ask me why do you dress that way, why do you listen to that type of music blah blah but i feel like if you dont think my same train of thought you wouldnt understand so why judge me? i've never been the type to spend hours trying to create the perfect default pic for myspace/facebook i dont care what anyone thinks of me, im not trying to impress anyone i just like to go with the flow. i defientely dont act the way i do so people will think im cool or something, i honestly could careless what people think of me. I despise people who try to act a certain way just to fit in, but what fitting in anyway? over the years ive begun to ask the question what happend to originality/individuality? because i dont see it.